yay weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking examz finally OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! well time to start packing for camp... i cnt wait gosh gosh goshhhhhhhh......... got my prefect camp shirt 2day....and guess wat?? its too BIG!!!!!!!! my fault taking sucha BIG SIZEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz holidayz around da corner...duno wat to do...guess its jz study study and STUDY!!!!!!!!! lalalalalalala...hari guru oso cuming tis friday....weeeeeeeeee cnt wait to spend time with my boo boo...muahahahahaha...eventhough tat nite got camp...lalalala...
hope thr is nth disgusting at camp... cnt wait cnt wait CNT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! haiz handphones not allowed...haiz haiz.....
well i'll post again we i get sum idea of wat to type...out of idea...hehe. sry ppl....
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
am i still ur daughter??
haiz....
this is how i feel..
sumtimes relationships dun reli last, do they.....haiz.... u hav changed a lot...n i mean A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat happen to the old mummy i knew last yr huh?? i reli reli reli duno hw to express my feelings rite now... u are soooo diffrent now...
did i do anythn wrong?? even brian himself said to me tat u hav changed....do u hav an explaination?? wat did we do wrong?? u dun even giv a DAMN abt us...u dun giv SHIT to what happens to us do u????
i thought we all were gonna last forever...but with hw u hav been acting nwadayz i relly hav no words to express watz gonna happen!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 22, 2009
sad stressed emo everthn
why did u hav too make me feel left out 2day????...u knw i stayed bck in sch til 2pm for YOU and u were jz too bz talkin to sharon n treatin me as though am nt present thr... wat r u trying to do to me?????? i dun even think i exsist with u anymore....it reli hurts u knw..... haiz i reli duno wat to say... u hav changed a lot...
well examz really sucks la...i screwed bm sejarah mmoral papers...fark the examz la... sucks...
i wish u were here with me babe.....am reli reli down now..... haiz..... aam so sick...i feel lyk DYIN NOWWWW.....
well examz really sucks la...i screwed bm sejarah mmoral papers...fark the examz la... sucks...
i wish u were here with me babe.....am reli reli down now..... haiz..... aam so sick...i feel lyk DYIN NOWWWW.....
Monday, May 18, 2009
i love ma baby boy....
welll...the reason i say i LOVE ma baby boy is cuz y'day nite (17/5/09)he stayed up with me and made sure i studied....he is jz sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet....his bro oso same...dam dam dam dam dam dam SWEET n LOVING....haiz school was BORING and TIRING...all the BORING subjeks today...haiz haiz...
well moral time was fun la....cuz my gang was as usual cracking jokes and talking nonsense...we laugh n laugh till navjit and kavi cried...HAHAHAHA....
not forgeting navjit's 'your father pragent'......hhehehehehehe.....
not forgeting aso my horny partner sitting beside me...keep singin n entertaining me.....hehe.....and oso talkin abt s*x....lalalala... wat else to write i oso duno so i stop 1st...wen i think of sth to write den i continue la...
well moral time was fun la....cuz my gang was as usual cracking jokes and talking nonsense...we laugh n laugh till navjit and kavi cried...HAHAHAHA....
not forgeting navjit's 'your father pragent'......hhehehehehehe.....
not forgeting aso my horny partner sitting beside me...keep singin n entertaining me.....hehe.....and oso talkin abt s*x....lalalala... wat else to write i oso duno so i stop 1st...wen i think of sth to write den i continue la...
Monday, May 4, 2009
always in ma mind
My head lays on my pillow;
the room is dark and damp.
(-- if I could only see your face,
though I know that I can't)
I try to close my eyes and sleep,
but your face haunts my dreams.
(I feel like I've been torn apart...
I'm broken at the seams.)
I toss and turn; I'm restless.
I know I will not sleep;
(I know that I still think of you.
Do you still think of me?)
My eyes now face the darkness;
the demon's haunting our lives.
(It seems we had it all and more;
Why did you leave me? Why?)
It seems the clock ticks slowly,
and yet our love went by so fast.
(Just where did I go wrong in this,
to make this love not last?)
I sit up smooth, but slowly;
I grip my sheets in my bare hands.
(Why did you have to leave me here?
I just don't understand...)
It seems the night is quiet
as I stand by my dark window.
(You left with not a word to say;
why did you have to go?)
The crickets dance like autumn.
The night is lit like June.
(I'm waiting for you to return;
are you returning soon?)
Laying on my bed once more,
I stare blankly ahead.
(Was this all you or was it me?
Is our love truly dead?)
I feel like such an empty pleasure,
like I could scream aloud this night.
(Was I just living in a dream?
Was nothing really right?)
I watch the seconds pass me by;
The silence fills my heart.
(You know that I am fragile;
do you know I'm torn apart?)
A tear slides down my ghostly face
and falls onto my sheets.
(Were you just playing with my head?
Did you truly love me?)
I close my eyes so gently
as if I am afraid I'll break.
(How did we lose the love we had?
Was all the love a fake?)
The questions lull me into sleep,
a sleep filled with your face.
(I thought that I had melt your heart
which no one could replace?)
the room is dark and damp.
(-- if I could only see your face,
though I know that I can't)
I try to close my eyes and sleep,
but your face haunts my dreams.
(I feel like I've been torn apart...
I'm broken at the seams.)
I toss and turn; I'm restless.
I know I will not sleep;
(I know that I still think of you.
Do you still think of me?)
My eyes now face the darkness;
the demon's haunting our lives.
(It seems we had it all and more;
Why did you leave me? Why?)
It seems the clock ticks slowly,
and yet our love went by so fast.
(Just where did I go wrong in this,
to make this love not last?)
I sit up smooth, but slowly;
I grip my sheets in my bare hands.
(Why did you have to leave me here?
I just don't understand...)
It seems the night is quiet
as I stand by my dark window.
(You left with not a word to say;
why did you have to go?)
The crickets dance like autumn.
The night is lit like June.
(I'm waiting for you to return;
are you returning soon?)
Laying on my bed once more,
I stare blankly ahead.
(Was this all you or was it me?
Is our love truly dead?)
I feel like such an empty pleasure,
like I could scream aloud this night.
(Was I just living in a dream?
Was nothing really right?)
I watch the seconds pass me by;
The silence fills my heart.
(You know that I am fragile;
do you know I'm torn apart?)
A tear slides down my ghostly face
and falls onto my sheets.
(Were you just playing with my head?
Did you truly love me?)
I close my eyes so gently
as if I am afraid I'll break.
(How did we lose the love we had?
Was all the love a fake?)
The questions lull me into sleep,
a sleep filled with your face.
(I thought that I had melt your heart
which no one could replace?)
wanna see u badly
A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.
i really miss u baby...
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
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