Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
why did u hav to leave....
The wind was blowing from somewhere in the distance...
It carried with it a faint fragrant smell of a wonderful memory...
The smell wafted in the air, as if trying to beckon me towards it...
Him... Yes, him... an image flashed in my mind repeatedly over this memory... or is it actually an illusion?
His every word, movement, the way she gazed at me... All seemed to be real once again...
The sly look he always had in his eyes, The shine The late night chats, falling asleep with each other... opening up to him and only him...
Only he could know me more than anyone else ever could... The only one I was fully at ease and comfortable with to let in completely...
When these things enter my mind now I can't sleep... not a wink...
In time, morning comes... this feeling lingering even long after the sun sets, the night passes, and the sun rises again...
Now it seems I don't have anyway of seeing or being with him ever again...
Yes, I love him... Even if my family, friends, the society, the world... and he as well, won't try to accept me...
That's not the most worriesome thing to me... What is? It feels like she is going to be reduced to just a mere memory soon, and I can't stand it... I'm scared...
he might be already thinking of me as just someone he used to know... Just a fleeting memory of no importance or impact...
The way things are going, I'm afraid my memory of him is going to be gone before I know it...
"Please don't forget me..." I want to say to him... I wonder really... has he been thinking about me?
Why? Why I ask and let out into the air softly... I wonder if I am being tested?
I remember back then... he would just say "See you later...love u" Hmmmm "See you later...love u"
With no other choice I echo his goodbye back... trying to leave all questions behind with the darkness of the night...
I think back to these thoughts, with each whiff of this fragrance in the air...
I stop myself from being taken in too deep... snapping back to reality... he isn't coming for me the tears say as they well up in my eyes...
My vision blurs just like the fading memories I don't want to loose...
Does he think that things are better this way? Being apart... I wonder... yet like the night, they both stay silent...
"Bye... Goodbye and farewell to this one-sided love..." at least that is what everyone tells me I should say and do...
His image lingers still in my head... "Thank you for loving me... It made me very happy..."
I wish I knew if I meant anything to him... Was all my love and care... how I tried my best and hardest... everything... anything...were they just all in vain?
What was that time we spent together really? There were so many things in our relationship that were so important... at least to me it seemed...
"Aren't you lonely?" I hear a voice say... Even if I am lonely, it doesn't matter... the one I want and need isn't here...
I don't care if there are hundreds or even thousands of guys that come after me... if the one I loved wasn't one of them, it wouldn't make me happy...
Trying to forget him? It won't be an easy thing... But even if there are times when I am longing to see him... like now even... when I feel so lonely that I can't stand it...
I refuse... I won't look for a substitute, for someone who reminds me of him, who resembles him in someway... because it wouldn't be him... not in the least bit...
I wonder now... if that girl I am searching for... her... only exists in my glorified memories... maybe it will be clear again if I have the chance to see him again?
I imagine scenes in my head... does he ever talk about me and think about me with others? What does he say? His conversation runs through my mind:
"There is this guy... he seems so cute... I kind of just got with him
But it turns out he was serious about me... I turn him down by saying i'll think abt it
But he said he didn't mind in a way... that he would wait... he would be my friend if that is what I need and wanted...
"Better being something and hurting somewhat, then being nothing at all and hurting completely...", he said..."
"Is that so...?"
"It's tough really for some reason... I usually am not one to care this much... he really is cute...
he's a very good person... he's a really good boy... he hasn't done anything wrong... not at all...
I really shouldn't be doing this to him... I'm doing something horrible and terrible it feels like... Like I feel guilty or something...
I wonder why...? It wasn't a serious thing for me to begin with..."
"How strange..."
"What do you mean?"
"Have you ever thought that the reason you are feeling so conflicted is because you WANT to see him? Because you have feelings for him..."
"No way! You're wrong about that... I'm not going to fall for anyone like that... I'm not usually like that ever..."
"Hmmm... is that so? You may not realize it but you have it really bad... for that guy..."
"For THAT guy..." ...for ME... the last few words echo off into the dark recesses of my mind... is she hearing them too?
Did he really love me? If he really said that as in my thoughts... if he didn't love me then he wouldn't say that it was tough for him... right?
Are these thoughts really just my thoughts? This lonely feeling just me as well? I can't tell anymore...
Ideals and fantasies versus reality hit incessantly, blending together like paint mixed onto a canvas... creating a new world...
Which is the real one now and which is the fake? Hard to really tell anymore when the lies become reality and the reality becomes a lie...
We should've spent more time together as much as possible... We should've talked about anything and everything...
Our lives, our friends, our families, our dreams for the future, our likes and dislikes... Like close best friends do...
Wish we could... is it still possible? I wonder...
I wonder so much, the thoughts swirling in my head like the faint familiar scent swirling and mixing with the beckoning breeze...
I close my eyes once more, trying maybe for a final time... my thoughts are drifting..
It may not be real but I can almost hear it in the air...
i cnt believe u hurt me sooooo badly....
It carried with it a faint fragrant smell of a wonderful memory...
The smell wafted in the air, as if trying to beckon me towards it...
Him... Yes, him... an image flashed in my mind repeatedly over this memory... or is it actually an illusion?
His every word, movement, the way she gazed at me... All seemed to be real once again...
The sly look he always had in his eyes, The shine The late night chats, falling asleep with each other... opening up to him and only him...
Only he could know me more than anyone else ever could... The only one I was fully at ease and comfortable with to let in completely...
When these things enter my mind now I can't sleep... not a wink...
In time, morning comes... this feeling lingering even long after the sun sets, the night passes, and the sun rises again...
Now it seems I don't have anyway of seeing or being with him ever again...
Yes, I love him... Even if my family, friends, the society, the world... and he as well, won't try to accept me...
That's not the most worriesome thing to me... What is? It feels like she is going to be reduced to just a mere memory soon, and I can't stand it... I'm scared...
he might be already thinking of me as just someone he used to know... Just a fleeting memory of no importance or impact...
The way things are going, I'm afraid my memory of him is going to be gone before I know it...
"Please don't forget me..." I want to say to him... I wonder really... has he been thinking about me?
Why? Why I ask and let out into the air softly... I wonder if I am being tested?
I remember back then... he would just say "See you later...love u" Hmmmm "See you later...love u"
With no other choice I echo his goodbye back... trying to leave all questions behind with the darkness of the night...
I think back to these thoughts, with each whiff of this fragrance in the air...
I stop myself from being taken in too deep... snapping back to reality... he isn't coming for me the tears say as they well up in my eyes...
My vision blurs just like the fading memories I don't want to loose...
Does he think that things are better this way? Being apart... I wonder... yet like the night, they both stay silent...
"Bye... Goodbye and farewell to this one-sided love..." at least that is what everyone tells me I should say and do...
His image lingers still in my head... "Thank you for loving me... It made me very happy..."
I wish I knew if I meant anything to him... Was all my love and care... how I tried my best and hardest... everything... anything...were they just all in vain?
What was that time we spent together really? There were so many things in our relationship that were so important... at least to me it seemed...
"Aren't you lonely?" I hear a voice say... Even if I am lonely, it doesn't matter... the one I want and need isn't here...
I don't care if there are hundreds or even thousands of guys that come after me... if the one I loved wasn't one of them, it wouldn't make me happy...
Trying to forget him? It won't be an easy thing... But even if there are times when I am longing to see him... like now even... when I feel so lonely that I can't stand it...
I refuse... I won't look for a substitute, for someone who reminds me of him, who resembles him in someway... because it wouldn't be him... not in the least bit...
I wonder now... if that girl I am searching for... her... only exists in my glorified memories... maybe it will be clear again if I have the chance to see him again?
I imagine scenes in my head... does he ever talk about me and think about me with others? What does he say? His conversation runs through my mind:
"There is this guy... he seems so cute... I kind of just got with him
But it turns out he was serious about me... I turn him down by saying i'll think abt it
But he said he didn't mind in a way... that he would wait... he would be my friend if that is what I need and wanted...
"Better being something and hurting somewhat, then being nothing at all and hurting completely...", he said..."
"Is that so...?"
"It's tough really for some reason... I usually am not one to care this much... he really is cute...
he's a very good person... he's a really good boy... he hasn't done anything wrong... not at all...
I really shouldn't be doing this to him... I'm doing something horrible and terrible it feels like... Like I feel guilty or something...
I wonder why...? It wasn't a serious thing for me to begin with..."
"How strange..."
"What do you mean?"
"Have you ever thought that the reason you are feeling so conflicted is because you WANT to see him? Because you have feelings for him..."
"No way! You're wrong about that... I'm not going to fall for anyone like that... I'm not usually like that ever..."
"Hmmm... is that so? You may not realize it but you have it really bad... for that guy..."
"For THAT guy..." ...for ME... the last few words echo off into the dark recesses of my mind... is she hearing them too?
Did he really love me? If he really said that as in my thoughts... if he didn't love me then he wouldn't say that it was tough for him... right?
Are these thoughts really just my thoughts? This lonely feeling just me as well? I can't tell anymore...
Ideals and fantasies versus reality hit incessantly, blending together like paint mixed onto a canvas... creating a new world...
Which is the real one now and which is the fake? Hard to really tell anymore when the lies become reality and the reality becomes a lie...
We should've spent more time together as much as possible... We should've talked about anything and everything...
Our lives, our friends, our families, our dreams for the future, our likes and dislikes... Like close best friends do...
Wish we could... is it still possible? I wonder...
I wonder so much, the thoughts swirling in my head like the faint familiar scent swirling and mixing with the beckoning breeze...
I close my eyes once more, trying maybe for a final time... my thoughts are drifting..
It may not be real but I can almost hear it in the air...
i cnt believe u hurt me sooooo badly....
Friday, June 5, 2009
redang story
here I am.. back from Pulau Redang.. Its 1am.. and i cant sleep yet.. cause i'm already slept almost the whole way back to school in the bus..so boleh lah tahan
gee, i dont know how to start this post.. cause im too excited to tell you guys about my trip! other than getting really dark, it was awesome! fantastic! super! grreat! i must say that it was such a loss for not joining the camp.. i've experienced so many wonderful and unsual things.. i did things that I never imagine i would do.. and i've made friends with people I never thought would be so nice to me..
Friday Night, 29th May 09
We gathered at the school canteen at 10pm.. everyone was lining up according to their group.. ; Earth, Ice, Wind, Fire and Lightning.. While waiting for our bus, all the groups were having a discussion about group motto, slogan and the sketch that we have to do on the last night, night of culture.. my group was useless.. eheh.. cause none of us came up with anything.. instead we were talking about how excited and inpatience we are.. haha
The bus arrived at midnight.. At first, theres not enough place for some of the campers.. including me.. thank god, our camp leader, Sam.. was being nice by finding me a seat.. and that is next to Vicky.. Vicky thought i was being all weird and crappy.. i brought a small teddy with me.. and i love the down part of the teddy.. the small and cute butt.. i keep playing with it and making weird sounds.. Vicky thought i was weird.. ha-ha.. we didnt talk much in the bus.. cause vicky and i were too busy sleeping.. what do you expect.. it was 1 in the morning.. i was so sleepy and cold.. most of the seniors were awake and making noises.. the bus was making stops for 4 times.. and everytime the bus stops, i would go to the toilet.. :P
Saturday, 30th May 09
When I woke, the sun was rising.. Good Morning everybody! I looked out the window, and we were already in Hulu Terengganu.. it was 8.30 am in the morning.. the bus driver played a movie entitled Anaconda.. at least theres a movie to watch.. other than just sleeps and snores..haha.. ohhhh, I saw a a place called Bukit Besi! and I remembered.. thats the place where all the iron ore can be found.. right teacher? *eyebrow* other than that, I only saw oil palm.. the soil is red in colour.. the bus was driving through FELDA.. so thats why..
we've reached the Terengganu jetty around 9.50.. i guess.. thats what Raja told me.. suddenly it rained.. so we have to wait there until 10.30.. then only we can start walking to the jetty.. while Sam was buying the ferry ticket.. we have to wait under the hot sun.. this is when I called my mom.. when I told my mom that we just reached the jetty.. she was shocked O_O haha.. well, Mr Kumar himself asked the bus driver to drive Extra Slow so that we can sleep and regain our energy for the next day.. after blablablaaaaaaa, Sam gave each of us a ticket.. Then i dragged my bag to the waiting room.. finally i got to sit down and rest my butt off! ohhhh Iqin sat beside me.. and we've told each other story about what happened in our bus.. Iqin said her bus is noisy because of Sonia, Shash, Shanae and Pauline..haha no doubt..
After 15 minutes, I have to continue dragging my bag.. this time..to the ferry! yeayy! I sat beside Iqin.. we were trying to memorise our group's name.. ohh yea, I am in the Earth group.. whereas Iqin, the Wind group.. my group's name is easy to memorise cause theres only 13 of them including me.. ; Jega the leader, Kishen, Kok Kuan, How Ee, Chris, Vicky, Huei Shen, Ismah, Raja, Kah Yee, Jing Ming, Lok Yeow and Wing Hong.. see? easy right? :) continue with my story, when the ferry started to move.. me and Iqin went out of the ferry.. to the vip section.. ha-ha.. actually not only both of us.. but most of the malurians were there.. we were camwhoring together.. the wind blew boisterous.. my tudung keep flying here and there.. you can see it in the pictures that were taken.. suddenly, there were a lot of people there.. so the guy that worked in the ferry asked all the malurians to go down.. as soon as I sat at my place.. I fell asleep.. until we reached Pulau Redang which is 1 hour and 40 minutes away from the jetty.. see? I do sleep a lot :">
When I got out of the ferry, I saw a beautiful, clear, blue sea.. It was windy.. and just nice.. After that, we walked on foot to Redang Koko centre (Pusat Kokurikulum Pulau Redang) it was an old primary school.. they turned it into a Koko Centre for students from all over the place.. we're sleeping in a dorm.. each dorm have a lot of bed.. they even supplied us with bedsheets and pillow cases.. the place where we sleeps really not that bad.. its comfortable.. i felt like im in a boarding school or something.. (oh how I wish i would get into a boarding school :D) after I finished unpack all my things, I took my lunch.. suprisingly, the food also okay.. i can say that they were yummy :) around 3.30.. after we listen to a speech about safety,.. we went out for snorkeling! yeeeehaaaaaaaaaa ! to be more clear, it was water confident activity.. we rode on the back of a lorry.. standing.. cool :P haha.. they took us to a beach called Pantai Dalam.. the scenery was awesome! just like the one I saw in the internet.. the sea water so pure and blue... the sands are white and soft..
After we did some warm up, the trainers lead us to the sea.. then we started to snorkel.. there was nothing in the sea near that beach.. like i said.. we went there for practice.. to make sure that we are confident in the water.. then only they'll bring us to the real place where you can see all the corals and fishes.. first time, i was struggling in the water.. after for sometimes struggling, Im getting better and better B-) I've swallowed the sea waters many times.. *bluakhh* and my throat really hurts.. ohhhhh! i took pictures in the water! at fist,i dont know why.. suddenly a trainer pushed Iqin into the water.. i thought he was testing Iqin.. then Encik Mustapha said, "kamu tak nak tangkap gambar dalam air ke? masuk lah dalam air!".. i was like, "NAAAAAAAAKK!".. then the guy straightaway pushed me into the water..still, i managed to pose :P when I went up to the surface, woh! my eyes, my nose, my throat.. everything lahh.. really hurt okay.. :'/ (first timer mahh) but it was FUN! i never had my picture taken in the water.. i should have asked my dad to buy a waterproof camera.. haha
Sunday, 31th May 09
Firstly, morning exercise was FUN ! :D
Morning ;
Secondly, we went to Pulau Redang Marine Park.. we were the first one to be there.. the beach was nicer than the last beach.. but the sand not that soft lahh.. but who cares? we went there for snorkeling! :D the place was really nice.. haha.. i know.. i've been praising Pulau Redang's view so many time until you guys got tired of it.. but I cant deny it.. seriously, lawaaaa.. we snorkel from morning until afternoon.. most of us got sunburnt.. except for me.. *muahaha* but still, my skin look really dark right now.. *sad sighhhhh* okay whatever.. I still have one more week maxx to recover from this darkness.. :P so, what else should I say.. should I tell you guys what I saw under the sea? of course corals and fishes lahhh.. but before all the tourists came, me,iqin, raja and this chinese guy, swam far away from the shore.. from everyone.. theres a trainer swam with us.. we saw a really big, gray-blackish fish... it looked scary.. seriously.. the trainer said that the fish could bite us.. and demm i was scared! theres time suddenly the fish look up to us.. i was like, "why is the fish looking at us?" then i straightaway swam near Raja :X ohhhh for the first time, I saw Gamat.. wohhhh... coool :D haha then, the the trainer also took us to a sink ship.. which was so cool if you see it with your own eyes! its so big but if you look from the above, it looks like a small metal floating..
Afternoon ;
We distributed ourselves into two.. 40 of us went to Island Hopping.. and the rest went to the marine park.. again.. i still dont know why they distributed us.. okay.. so my group went to Island Hopping.. the island was beautiful.. but the corals not that interesting compare to the Marine Park..
Night ;
when I was about to take bath, I saw that theres no water in the tank! "ohmygod! they used up all the waters and never refill the tank!" suddenly, Iqin and Chin came.. I told them about the water.. and they were like, "whaaaat? then how to take bath?" theres two chinese girls who were still using the water.. since the tank is empty.. they took the pipe and use the water straight from there.. i was like, "stop using the water lahhh! put the pipe back into the tank to fill it..haiyaaaa" they just ignore and keep doing whatever they are doing.. =.= Chin told me to stay calm.. haha after the chinese girls finished bathing, the three of us stand around the tank while watching the water to fill up the tank.. it took us almost 1 hour to wait.. then Yvonne, Ying Ling, and Sam came.. we told them about the water.. and they think we looked so sad.. du-uh.. it was worth waiting though.. we got to use all the water just for ourselves (^^)
Monday, 1th June 09
Firstly, Morning exercise was fun! again :D
Secondly, today, its my group's turn to go to the Marine Park.. for bubble making! finally i got to dive! I was so excited to know how heavy is the gas tank bofore this.. and now i know.. it was really heavy! even the guys said so.. lucky me, I got to wear it in the water.. so the tank is not that heavy anymore.. if you wear it on the land, it'll be heavier.. science mahhh B-) I got to dive longer than anyone else.. after everyone finished doing it, i was like, "cikgu, nak buat lagi :D" then the teacher gave me the equipment.. i looked at the gas pressure.. and the teacher said theres still a lot of oxygen in the tank.. apa lagi.. I dived and used up all the oxygen in the tank.. for the first time, its really hard to breath through the mouth.. trust me.. i went panicked! after sometimes, it went well.. im starting to breath smoothly... then the teacher took me deep into the sea.. and I was a stone away from the corals! theres time im staring to panic cause my feet almost touch the corals.. the teacher keep pulling my kegs upwards so that i wont break the corals..haha pity him.. suddenly, theres another teacher came to me with a camera.. he gave me sign to pose.. so i straightaway pose like a superman..haha i want to show you guys the pictures.. but I havent get the cd yet.. the cd contain pictures underwater of all of us.. wait ehh.. when i got the cd, i'll upload the pictures :)
After that we snorkel again.. this time.. I didnt wear life jacket.. *eyebrow* i only wear the mask and the J-tube/snorkel.. we swam across the deeper sea.. and i even took pictures under the sea without wearing any equipment.. *prouddd* i've been dying to do that my whole life! :DD god, how brave i was.. :P *perasan* I saw a christmas tree.. sea-type.. haha it was round in shape.. and has some colourful dots all over it.. cute :)
Night ;
We were having a night of culture.. Everyone has to wear a formal dress.. so i wore a pink long skirt, with a pink top.. Kishen was like, "wohhhhh" when he saw me.. i was like, "whaat?" then he said, "you surpised me" =.= he and his weirdness.. ohh, Chris looked cute.. haha especially when he wear the grey shades.. and he keep on saying, CAPPATTI! now, he is well-known as Chris the cappatti guy! haha
so, as you know, each group have to perform a sketch.. well, in my group.. we're doing a story about snow white.. in our way.. the snow white name, we've changed it to Pak Cam..i play the roll as a guy who is so crazy about Pak Cam.. it was embarrasing!i cant believe i dare to act infront of those people :X but what can i do.. Jega wanted me to play the role.. cause he thinks i can act..bullshark =.= i will upload the sketch later.. oevrall, i think Ice group's sketch is funnier..yep.. Joel was acting as a wife to Shaun! wore a girl's black top that looks sexy... i should have taken a picture of him.. sadly, my battery camera was feeble..
Tuesday, 2nd June 09
It is Chris's 16th Birthday! Happy Birthday Christopher the Cappatti! :D
On the way back to school, in the middle of highway.. suddenly there a guy shouted, "i need to ***!" then the bus driver stopped the bus at the road shoulder.. the guy ran to the grass and ***.. everyone in the bus looked at him through the window.. and laughed like hell.. haha.. i didnt watch the guy ***.. i was sitting at my place and I saw everyone standing by the window and laughed.. (actually i was super sleepy that time..)
Reached school at 9.25 pm.. camwhoring for the very last time with friends and seniors.. ohhhhh im so going to miss my group members! ♥
they totally rock my socks !
-the end-
gee, i dont know how to start this post.. cause im too excited to tell you guys about my trip! other than getting really dark, it was awesome! fantastic! super! grreat! i must say that it was such a loss for not joining the camp.. i've experienced so many wonderful and unsual things.. i did things that I never imagine i would do.. and i've made friends with people I never thought would be so nice to me..
Friday Night, 29th May 09
We gathered at the school canteen at 10pm.. everyone was lining up according to their group.. ; Earth, Ice, Wind, Fire and Lightning.. While waiting for our bus, all the groups were having a discussion about group motto, slogan and the sketch that we have to do on the last night, night of culture.. my group was useless.. eheh.. cause none of us came up with anything.. instead we were talking about how excited and inpatience we are.. haha
The bus arrived at midnight.. At first, theres not enough place for some of the campers.. including me.. thank god, our camp leader, Sam.. was being nice by finding me a seat.. and that is next to Vicky.. Vicky thought i was being all weird and crappy.. i brought a small teddy with me.. and i love the down part of the teddy.. the small and cute butt.. i keep playing with it and making weird sounds.. Vicky thought i was weird.. ha-ha.. we didnt talk much in the bus.. cause vicky and i were too busy sleeping.. what do you expect.. it was 1 in the morning.. i was so sleepy and cold.. most of the seniors were awake and making noises.. the bus was making stops for 4 times.. and everytime the bus stops, i would go to the toilet.. :P
Saturday, 30th May 09
When I woke, the sun was rising.. Good Morning everybody! I looked out the window, and we were already in Hulu Terengganu.. it was 8.30 am in the morning.. the bus driver played a movie entitled Anaconda.. at least theres a movie to watch.. other than just sleeps and snores..haha.. ohhhh, I saw a a place called Bukit Besi! and I remembered.. thats the place where all the iron ore can be found.. right teacher? *eyebrow* other than that, I only saw oil palm.. the soil is red in colour.. the bus was driving through FELDA.. so thats why..
we've reached the Terengganu jetty around 9.50.. i guess.. thats what Raja told me.. suddenly it rained.. so we have to wait there until 10.30.. then only we can start walking to the jetty.. while Sam was buying the ferry ticket.. we have to wait under the hot sun.. this is when I called my mom.. when I told my mom that we just reached the jetty.. she was shocked O_O haha.. well, Mr Kumar himself asked the bus driver to drive Extra Slow so that we can sleep and regain our energy for the next day.. after blablablaaaaaaa, Sam gave each of us a ticket.. Then i dragged my bag to the waiting room.. finally i got to sit down and rest my butt off! ohhhh Iqin sat beside me.. and we've told each other story about what happened in our bus.. Iqin said her bus is noisy because of Sonia, Shash, Shanae and Pauline..haha no doubt..
After 15 minutes, I have to continue dragging my bag.. this time..to the ferry! yeayy! I sat beside Iqin.. we were trying to memorise our group's name.. ohh yea, I am in the Earth group.. whereas Iqin, the Wind group.. my group's name is easy to memorise cause theres only 13 of them including me.. ; Jega the leader, Kishen, Kok Kuan, How Ee, Chris, Vicky, Huei Shen, Ismah, Raja, Kah Yee, Jing Ming, Lok Yeow and Wing Hong.. see? easy right? :) continue with my story, when the ferry started to move.. me and Iqin went out of the ferry.. to the vip section.. ha-ha.. actually not only both of us.. but most of the malurians were there.. we were camwhoring together.. the wind blew boisterous.. my tudung keep flying here and there.. you can see it in the pictures that were taken.. suddenly, there were a lot of people there.. so the guy that worked in the ferry asked all the malurians to go down.. as soon as I sat at my place.. I fell asleep.. until we reached Pulau Redang which is 1 hour and 40 minutes away from the jetty.. see? I do sleep a lot :">
When I got out of the ferry, I saw a beautiful, clear, blue sea.. It was windy.. and just nice.. After that, we walked on foot to Redang Koko centre (Pusat Kokurikulum Pulau Redang) it was an old primary school.. they turned it into a Koko Centre for students from all over the place.. we're sleeping in a dorm.. each dorm have a lot of bed.. they even supplied us with bedsheets and pillow cases.. the place where we sleeps really not that bad.. its comfortable.. i felt like im in a boarding school or something.. (oh how I wish i would get into a boarding school :D) after I finished unpack all my things, I took my lunch.. suprisingly, the food also okay.. i can say that they were yummy :) around 3.30.. after we listen to a speech about safety,.. we went out for snorkeling! yeeeehaaaaaaaaaa ! to be more clear, it was water confident activity.. we rode on the back of a lorry.. standing.. cool :P haha.. they took us to a beach called Pantai Dalam.. the scenery was awesome! just like the one I saw in the internet.. the sea water so pure and blue... the sands are white and soft..
After we did some warm up, the trainers lead us to the sea.. then we started to snorkel.. there was nothing in the sea near that beach.. like i said.. we went there for practice.. to make sure that we are confident in the water.. then only they'll bring us to the real place where you can see all the corals and fishes.. first time, i was struggling in the water.. after for sometimes struggling, Im getting better and better B-) I've swallowed the sea waters many times.. *bluakhh* and my throat really hurts.. ohhhhh! i took pictures in the water! at fist,i dont know why.. suddenly a trainer pushed Iqin into the water.. i thought he was testing Iqin.. then Encik Mustapha said, "kamu tak nak tangkap gambar dalam air ke? masuk lah dalam air!".. i was like, "NAAAAAAAAKK!".. then the guy straightaway pushed me into the water..still, i managed to pose :P when I went up to the surface, woh! my eyes, my nose, my throat.. everything lahh.. really hurt okay.. :'/ (first timer mahh) but it was FUN! i never had my picture taken in the water.. i should have asked my dad to buy a waterproof camera.. haha
Sunday, 31th May 09
Firstly, morning exercise was FUN ! :D
Morning ;
Secondly, we went to Pulau Redang Marine Park.. we were the first one to be there.. the beach was nicer than the last beach.. but the sand not that soft lahh.. but who cares? we went there for snorkeling! :D the place was really nice.. haha.. i know.. i've been praising Pulau Redang's view so many time until you guys got tired of it.. but I cant deny it.. seriously, lawaaaa.. we snorkel from morning until afternoon.. most of us got sunburnt.. except for me.. *muahaha* but still, my skin look really dark right now.. *sad sighhhhh* okay whatever.. I still have one more week maxx to recover from this darkness.. :P so, what else should I say.. should I tell you guys what I saw under the sea? of course corals and fishes lahhh.. but before all the tourists came, me,iqin, raja and this chinese guy, swam far away from the shore.. from everyone.. theres a trainer swam with us.. we saw a really big, gray-blackish fish... it looked scary.. seriously.. the trainer said that the fish could bite us.. and demm i was scared! theres time suddenly the fish look up to us.. i was like, "why is the fish looking at us?" then i straightaway swam near Raja :X ohhhh for the first time, I saw Gamat.. wohhhh... coool :D haha then, the the trainer also took us to a sink ship.. which was so cool if you see it with your own eyes! its so big but if you look from the above, it looks like a small metal floating..
Afternoon ;
We distributed ourselves into two.. 40 of us went to Island Hopping.. and the rest went to the marine park.. again.. i still dont know why they distributed us.. okay.. so my group went to Island Hopping.. the island was beautiful.. but the corals not that interesting compare to the Marine Park..
Night ;
when I was about to take bath, I saw that theres no water in the tank! "ohmygod! they used up all the waters and never refill the tank!" suddenly, Iqin and Chin came.. I told them about the water.. and they were like, "whaaaat? then how to take bath?" theres two chinese girls who were still using the water.. since the tank is empty.. they took the pipe and use the water straight from there.. i was like, "stop using the water lahhh! put the pipe back into the tank to fill it..haiyaaaa" they just ignore and keep doing whatever they are doing.. =.= Chin told me to stay calm.. haha after the chinese girls finished bathing, the three of us stand around the tank while watching the water to fill up the tank.. it took us almost 1 hour to wait.. then Yvonne, Ying Ling, and Sam came.. we told them about the water.. and they think we looked so sad.. du-uh.. it was worth waiting though.. we got to use all the water just for ourselves (^^)
Monday, 1th June 09
Firstly, Morning exercise was fun! again :D
Secondly, today, its my group's turn to go to the Marine Park.. for bubble making! finally i got to dive! I was so excited to know how heavy is the gas tank bofore this.. and now i know.. it was really heavy! even the guys said so.. lucky me, I got to wear it in the water.. so the tank is not that heavy anymore.. if you wear it on the land, it'll be heavier.. science mahhh B-) I got to dive longer than anyone else.. after everyone finished doing it, i was like, "cikgu, nak buat lagi :D" then the teacher gave me the equipment.. i looked at the gas pressure.. and the teacher said theres still a lot of oxygen in the tank.. apa lagi.. I dived and used up all the oxygen in the tank.. for the first time, its really hard to breath through the mouth.. trust me.. i went panicked! after sometimes, it went well.. im starting to breath smoothly... then the teacher took me deep into the sea.. and I was a stone away from the corals! theres time im staring to panic cause my feet almost touch the corals.. the teacher keep pulling my kegs upwards so that i wont break the corals..haha pity him.. suddenly, theres another teacher came to me with a camera.. he gave me sign to pose.. so i straightaway pose like a superman..haha i want to show you guys the pictures.. but I havent get the cd yet.. the cd contain pictures underwater of all of us.. wait ehh.. when i got the cd, i'll upload the pictures :)
After that we snorkel again.. this time.. I didnt wear life jacket.. *eyebrow* i only wear the mask and the J-tube/snorkel.. we swam across the deeper sea.. and i even took pictures under the sea without wearing any equipment.. *prouddd* i've been dying to do that my whole life! :DD god, how brave i was.. :P *perasan* I saw a christmas tree.. sea-type.. haha it was round in shape.. and has some colourful dots all over it.. cute :)
Night ;
We were having a night of culture.. Everyone has to wear a formal dress.. so i wore a pink long skirt, with a pink top.. Kishen was like, "wohhhhh" when he saw me.. i was like, "whaat?" then he said, "you surpised me" =.= he and his weirdness.. ohh, Chris looked cute.. haha especially when he wear the grey shades.. and he keep on saying, CAPPATTI! now, he is well-known as Chris the cappatti guy! haha
so, as you know, each group have to perform a sketch.. well, in my group.. we're doing a story about snow white.. in our way.. the snow white name, we've changed it to Pak Cam..i play the roll as a guy who is so crazy about Pak Cam.. it was embarrasing!i cant believe i dare to act infront of those people :X but what can i do.. Jega wanted me to play the role.. cause he thinks i can act..bullshark =.= i will upload the sketch later.. oevrall, i think Ice group's sketch is funnier..yep.. Joel was acting as a wife to Shaun! wore a girl's black top that looks sexy... i should have taken a picture of him.. sadly, my battery camera was feeble..
Tuesday, 2nd June 09
It is Chris's 16th Birthday! Happy Birthday Christopher the Cappatti! :D
On the way back to school, in the middle of highway.. suddenly there a guy shouted, "i need to ***!" then the bus driver stopped the bus at the road shoulder.. the guy ran to the grass and ***.. everyone in the bus looked at him through the window.. and laughed like hell.. haha.. i didnt watch the guy ***.. i was sitting at my place and I saw everyone standing by the window and laughed.. (actually i was super sleepy that time..)
Reached school at 9.25 pm.. camwhoring for the very last time with friends and seniors.. ohhhhh im so going to miss my group members! ♥
they totally rock my socks !
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